Footstepps45

Sorry for leaving for so long and not changing that depressing journal entry for so long. I've recovered somewhat from the tragedy and now have a huge crush on this girl who amazing... which according to my friends is good and healthy for my mind. Doesn't feel healthy when she invades every thought in my head and is inspiration for most drawings I do nowadays... God I'm not good with this stuff.... Fucking fuck.  I don't think she'll ever want me.... I'm just a southern girl who most people think is crazy and she's... amazing. ~crushplz (https://www.deviantart.com/crushplz)

:bulletblue: I would like to sincerely apologize for my extended absence.  Some things have happened and I have been unable to be on. I'll start with the small stuff. High school is a beotch.  Being a senior, I have to worry about college and finals and friends and family and graduation. My art skills also went on perpetual holiday.  But something really awful had to happen for that to occur.  Here goes: The boy I loved died. There. I said it.  No you did not misread that.  Let me explain. My friend Charmayne told me that I should not go through life alone after I went on yet another tangent about how much I hate men and dating is stup

:bulletblue:  First things first, I apologize for not posting things for the past I dunno, 3 months?  My internet access is severely sporadic and actually getting enough time to actually post something?  A small miracle.  Ever since the "12yr-old bro getting caught with pr0n that gave the main computer major viruses" incident, I haven't been able to get on nearly as much as I used to.  THIS IRKS ME GREATLY. :bulletred: This weekend, or at least today, I might be able to post because the computer WITH internet at my house will be open tonight, and a little tomorrow.   DO EXPECT THE FOLLOWING: -Portal things i.e. GLaDOS, Chell, ChellDOS, etc