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Sorry for leaving for so long and not changing that depressing journal entry for so long.
I've recovered somewhat from the tragedy and now have a huge crush on this girl who amazing... which according to my friends is good and healthy for my mind.
Doesn't feel healthy when she invades every thought in my head and is inspiration for most drawings I do nowadays...
God I'm not good with this stuff....
Fucking fuck. I don't think she'll ever want me.... I'm just a southern girl who most people think is crazy and she's... amazing.
I've recovered somewhat from the tragedy and now have a huge crush on this girl who amazing... which according to my friends is good and healthy for my mind.
Doesn't feel healthy when she invades every thought in my head and is inspiration for most drawings I do nowadays...
God I'm not good with this stuff....
Fucking fuck. I don't think she'll ever want me.... I'm just a southern girl who most people think is crazy and she's... amazing.
An apology for my watchers
:bulletblue: I would like to sincerely apologize for my extended absence. Some things have happened and I have been unable to be on.
I'll start with the small stuff.
High school is a beotch. Being a senior, I have to worry about college and finals and friends and family and graduation.
My art skills also went on perpetual holiday. But something really awful had to happen for that to occur. Here goes:
The boy I loved died.
There. I said it. No you did not misread that. Let me explain.
My friend Charmayne told me that I should not go through life alone after I went on yet another tangent about how much I hate men and dating is stup
Life KEEPS GETTING IN THE WAY
:bulletblue: First things first, I apologize for not posting things for the past I dunno, 3 months? My internet access is severely sporadic and actually getting enough time to actually post something? A small miracle. Ever since the "12yr-old bro getting caught with pr0n that gave the main computer major viruses" incident, I haven't been able to get on nearly as much as I used to. THIS IRKS ME GREATLY.
:bulletred: This weekend, or at least today, I might be able to post because the computer WITH internet at my house will be open tonight, and a little tomorrow.
DO EXPECT THE FOLLOWING:
-Portal things i.e. GLaDOS, Chell, ChellDOS, etc
Absent Without Leave Part DOS
:bulletblack: We have discovered that our main home computer needs a new network arm, whatever that means, and so since my winter break is drawing to a close, I could be very well gone from DA for weeks. Money is REALLY tight at my house, and my stepfather is being really unhelpful by being an ass and taking forever to fix our kitchen sink (also broken). We also have renew our Norton Anti-Virus because of the aforementioned downloads of my two brothers and sister. Its not just the one sibling (I have 3 of them). But our neighbor was kind enough to get rid of our viruses for us. Thank you, Mr. Tim!
~portalplz (https://www.deviantart.com/portalplz) I GOT THE ORANGE BOX AN
Absent Without Leave
I have some good news and some bad news.
Heres the bad news: My brother downloaded a bunch of crap off the internet (also was discovered to be going on pr0n sites... I accidentally made that discovery. Eck. Not fun.), therefore giving our main home computer 15 VIRUSES!!!! Upon manifesting themselves, our internet turned itself off and now the modem can't seem to recognize the internet when its plugged in. So, for an indefinite amount of time, I will be without immediate access to the internet. The viruses have been taken care of, but I think a new driver needs to be installed.
I apologize for my lack of DA attendance. I have been goi
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